That's right - it is now 50 days of being a non smoker. It has been a bit of a tough time around my homestead - birthday reflections, life assessment, 19 months of widowhood tomorrow - and the non smoking adds another dimension of stress to the mix. The one thing I know for sure, I will not smoke. I choose to not smoke everyday and I will continue to do so. My spirit and intention are stronger than old habits. It's really simple - I am a nonsmoker. Brings a smile to my face.