I am meeting my new self and I like her. She was birthed along the twisted widowed road. She can love again - she can give her heart. She can live in the moment and when she gets ahead of herself - most times, she can come back to that centered place inside. She can fling fear aside and step forward. She can be here in the moment. She can forgive herself and others. I embrace her - she is the old me and more.
This is not about love affairs. Oh, I do adore this blue-eyed guy and his arrival has been a gift. He has given me hugs, laughter, kisses and companionship. Is there a little part of me that suspects he might be here for many seasons? Yes - however, today is just fine. And if that is not to be - so be it. My happiness is not dependent upon one person.
I have written much about the personal transformation brought about by my widowed journey. How amazing it is to meet the new woman I have become and feel the transformation deep in my bones and in my spirit.
The next doors are opening - oh yes, my dear blog readers - I am here. I am whole. Strong, capable, creative, resilient. I am meeting my new self. I embrace this transformed woman - she is worth it. Oh Sister Moon - Great Spirit - thank you.