I know this is the best thing. I know it was a long time coming. I know, I know, I know. i am grieving the loss of someone and something that was very dear to me. I will honor the grief. I will walk through to the next place. But damn, it hurts. Just saying.
Loss is never easy. In my own experience, I suggest finding something else that you feel passionate about as it's the passion we miss. That doesn't have to be a person, but should be something new, like a challenge or idea. Eventually it begins to take the place of the loss. Nothing wrong with grieving though while you wait for that thing to come along.
ReplyDeleteEven the right things can still hurt.
ReplyDeleteAnd that sucks.
I think this is the first time I've commented on your blog, but know that I'm a loyal reader and wish you healing and peace.
ReplyDeleteI am sorry that I have gotten behind in my reading. I have been away dealing with the fast approaching death of my father and some legal issues related to his previous in-home care which have made this even more stressful. I just came here to read tonight and saw this post. I know you have been going back and forth with this decision for a long time now. I am so sorry you are hurting. I look forward to the posts ahead in which you will share newfound joys and days splashed in golden light - all the things that await you and your extraordinary, loving heart. My love flies through the sky straight to you along with many good wishes that these days of sadness will be short lived. Hope your trip to your mom's is a good one and that the two of you will have some special moments together. x0x
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