Is Your Life's Mission Fulfilled?

Music on the machine - hot and sticky outside and here I am inside, putting together the elements of my new kitchen. Unpacking my life, which has been in boxes for the past three months. A little like hang gliding - giddy with the excitement of organizing the cupboards; free falling into memories as I unwrap unexpected things that remind me of life before death.

I found a quote this morning that touched me -

"Here is a test to find whether your mission on earth is finished: If you're alive it isn't." Richard Bach, Illusions.

Moving through sorrow with joy is difficult. Making meaning out of mourning the challenge. I am becoming - the metamorphosis of a life suddenly spun out of control. CONTROL - ha, that is another illusion, isn't it. There is no such thing.

I surrender.